To Atone or Not to Atone

Of course past sins can be atoned in one way or another, you just have to work at it. Not trying by best in school last year brought my GPA down and could have possibly led to me not getting into UF and on the waiting list for URichmond. I felt and still feel like I messed up and the choice for me to slack only benefited me in that moment and not at all now. My sister and I wanted to go to UF together because she could graduate at the same time as me. I cannot make up for what I did. I guess I could always transfer but I'd rather not.